Always in pursuit of something, that’s my state of mind.

I dunno if it has something to do with the new year or the fact that i’m getting old, probably the events of the 30th of December, or it could just be that i’m hungry or too full. (heheh)… Why so suddenly these words of wisdom, and why so suddenly people are being too honest, too blunt, too harsh

Quotable quotes I’ve formed while on YM with friends:

JAN 1 2007

1) The discussion was about his switch to a vegetarian lifestyle.

11.45pm (BAGHDAD) JOE_Schmo: Such unhealthy things we do…
       4am (MANILA)    ngiting_dimples: like stay up too late…       
                               JOE_Schmo: Sleep is over-rated.
                                ngiting_dimples: i love sleep.
                                ngiting_dimples: IT’S THE ONLY THING I CAN DEPEND

                                                          ON AT THE END OF A LONG DAY.

2) My friend is falling in love.
6pm (MANILA pareho) ngiting_dimples: sige
                                  ngiting_dimples: enjoy your ()*)*)*)
                                  ngiting_dimples: have fun
                                  putingtoopa: he’s kinda rollercoastery kasi e
                                  putingtoopa: today he’s sweet again to me
                                  putingtoopa: we spent the first sunrise together
                                  putingtoopa: hugging
                                  putingtoopa: ang saya
                                  ngiting_dimples: then just enjoy the ride!!!
                                  putingtoopa: i will
                                  ngiting_dimples: ganun naman di ba?
                               putingtoopa: opkors
                                  ngiting_dimples: pag tumigil ang ride eh di bumaba ka
                                  putingtoopa: thanks
                                  putingtoopa: that’s really good advice
                                  putingtoopa: and that’s not sarcasm
                                  putingtoopa: i need some of these from friends talaga at
                                                      this time
                                  putingtoopa: tinamaan ako mare

3) Some just break your heart. I don’t want to name names but A friend of mine just gave up on herself. How could anyone be that cruel to oneself? Think that you’re not capable of being loved. How could anyone surrender to such warped sense of existence? Why not fight it? Why not prove yourself wrong? Why?

4)  And some hearts you just got to break. To move on. To be free. To own this coming year. (I won’t go into the detail of this conversation. If you read this and you know me well, you’ll know that the thing I was looking forward to come May of 2007, I’m not all that crazy about it anymore. I have to live my life now and not then…)

2007,  HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sabi ko nga sa New Year’s Greeting ko sa text:
                 Sabi ng  Feng Shui experts, swerte daw sa career, money at travel
                 ang year of the fire pig to people born on the year of the goat like me.
                 Sana nga. May this coming year make me a Feng Shui believer.

I got big plans for this year. I’ll be 27 this coming February. Nothing, not age, not time, not money, not my body mass index, not my total unburned calories, not rice, not cigarettes, not ugly people… NOTHING can stop me from conquering the coming year.